事情。。。发生在二十一年前。。。

~~~今天~~~
~~就代表着七月~~~
~~~即将来到尾声~~~
~~~没想到~~
~~~八月~~
~~~~就那么快来敲敲门~~~
~~~~步入我们生活了~~~

~~~~坐在电脑前~~~
~~~电视传来了熟悉的声音~~~
~~~说着：
~~二十一年前~~~
~~~~现在的她，活着~~~
~~~都还好么？~~~

~~~说的~~
~~~就是这小女孩~~~
~~~她是谁?~~~
~~笔者不懂~~`
~~~只知道~~~
~~~~她是那件事的幸存者~~~

~~~没错~~~
~~~事情~~
~~~就发生在二十一年前~~~
~~~别说笔者~~~
~~~就连笔者老姐都还没出世~~~
~~~以前~~~
~~都常听老一辈的说码头坍塌事件有多严重~~~
~~~~因为笔者之前都是住那附近的~~~
~~~亲戚们知道也不为怪~~~
~~~可是那严重性~~~
~~~~笔者一直以来都把它当成是个谜~~~

~~~今年~~~
~~~是因为读书上课关系~~
~~~几乎每个星期~~~
~~~都得坐船~~~
~~~来回槟城两岸~~~
~~~~就此对这件事~~~
~~~蒙起想知道的念头~~~

~~~事情就发生在1988年7月31号~~~
~~~那天~~
~~是六十一年一次的~~`
~~~槟岛观音菩萨巡境游行时逢大山脚圣母阿纳教堂庆祝一百年周年纪念~~~
~~~在码头等待坐船的人数~~
~~~就比原本可容纳的人数多了十倍~~~
~~~~当时只能容纳二百人的码头~~~~
~~是整整挤了两千多人~~~
~~~可想而知吧~~~
~~~当时的地基~~~
~~~因该没那么稳吧~~~
~~~~就在一艘船靠岸时~~~
~~~~巨响来了~~
~~~来不及反应~~
~~~~事情就这样发生了~~~

~~~~死的死~~
~~~伤的伤~~~
~~救人的救人~~~
~~呻吟的呻吟~~~
~~~~之前坍塌的地方~~~
~~真的死了很多人~~~
~~~而现在的码头~~
~~~~就被形容得像死气沉沉一样~~~
~~~~之前发生坍塌的地方~~~
~~~好像是被当局关起来~~~
~~~当停车场了~~~
~~~~变得格外的荒凉~~~

~~~码头~~
~~~就象征着某某人的心情~~
~~~下班了~~~
~~~放学了~~~
~~~~搭着船过海~~~
~~~~抵达的心情~~~
~~~~是多么的喜悦~~~
~~每每准备搭船时~~~
~~~就会有沉重的感觉~~~
~~~望着船外的大海~~~~
~~~~又有谁会记得~~~
~~~或愿意记得~~~
~~~~~槟城码头所发生过的事情~~~~
~~~~到了槟城码头~~~
~~~只会看到一群群的人群~~~
~~~~赶着坐船~~~
~~~下船~~~

~~~~事情是发生了~~~
~~~就是时候让我们去警惕~~~~
~~~~别再让好好的一个码头~~~
~~~荒凉下去了~~~

结局。。。会是怎样？

~~再过几个月~~
~~~不知觉的~~~
~~~笔者就快过十八大寿了~~~
~~~其实也没怎样~~~
~~~只是今年~~
~~~会过得没意义一些~~~
~~~也再不觉间~~~
~~~2009年~~~
~~~已过了半年又一个月~~~

~~~前几天~~~
~~~遇到隔壁邻居的孙女~~~
~~~才两岁~~
~~~就去上学了~~
~~可是也是去玩玩罢了~~~
~~~笔者是四岁进幼稚园~~~
~~~读了三年~~~
~~~突然讲着讲着~~~
~~~老妈就和我说的一句话~~~
：本来你是读英校的~~~
~~~可是后来不懂做什么~~~
~~~后来又读华校~~~
~~~笔者停了下来~~~
~~~看着老妈~~~
~~~真想知道~~~
~~~那是否是真的~~~

~~~可是后来老妈说~~~
~~~也不懂发生什么事才没读的~~~
~~~然后笔者就问：
~~是不是要一个读华校~~
~~~一个读英校？？~~~
~~~老妈没说什么~~~
~~~只是嗯了一声~~~

~~~可是这件事~~
~~~却让笔者想了好多好多~~~
~~~笔者的老爸~~~
~~~也许生性就是个跟风的人~~~
~~~当初应该是听亲戚说~~~
~~~才没这么做的~~~
~~~笔者试着想象一下~~~
~~~如果真的当初的那一步踏进的~~~
~~~不是华校~~
~~~而是英校~~~
~~~那笔者今天的步伐~~~
~~~会去哪里了？~~~
~~~此时此刻的笔者~~~
~~~又在干些什么？~~~

~~~英校也好~~~
~~~华校也好~~~
~~~~可是有件事笔者可以很确定的就是~~~~
~~~如果进了英校~~~
~~~~笔者那叛逆的性格~~~
~~~更会是变本加厉~~~

~~~有时候~~~
~~~真的恨不得~~~
~~~时间可以过得快一点~~~
~~~自从中学毕业后~~~
~~~所干的~~~
~~~与自己想拥有的~~~
~~~都好像背道而驰~~~
~~~人家说~~~
~~~未来是自己的~~~
~~~要选自己兴趣的~~
~~~可是笔者却不能~~~~
~~~~过着的生活~~~
~~~~除了讨厌还是讨厌~~~

~~~真恨不得快点过明年的四月~~~
~~~选了我的大学~~~
~~~就希望~~~
~~~我会重获自由~~~

傻琳言：谁会要自己与遗憾同步生活，可是我没得选。
因为，我就是那其中不幸的一个。

轻松~~~两星期

~~~终于~~~
~~~笔者坐在家里的电脑前了~~~
~~呼呼~~
~~~今天是还好~~~
~~~因为~~
~~~刚才是老妈把笔者在回来的~~~
~~~要不然可能现在都不可能坐在家了~~~

~~~其实嘛~~~
~~~说是假期~~~
~~~可是功课就堆得象什么一样~~~
~~~assignment,project & 功课~~~
~~真的想到都怕~~~
~~~真得快晕过去了~~~

~~~但愿这两个星期~~~
~~~笔者可以过得~~~
~~充充实实~~

~~~~status changing : 傻琳 in Penang!!~~~~

Welcum Back...to Penang!!!

~~~yea~~~
~~~tmr is the beginning of the cuti sem~~~
~~~i am so excited here~~~
~~~bcz it is 2weeks time~~
~~~and my mom gona fetch me from my sch~~~
~~~so~~~
~~~i nonit to rush for the bus and ferry~~~
~~~and the most important is i can run out from KMPP ~~~
~~~on 12.30pm tmr~~~
~~~just after i finish my kuliah~~~
~~~YAHOO!!~~~

~~~i am going to continue my sleeping and dreaming weeks ~~~
~~~at my penang home~~~
~~~in my room~~
~~~life goes on!!!~~~
~~~with my little teddy bear~~~
~~~luv it much~~~

~~~count down for tmr~~~
~~~~jz 23hrs ++ only~~~~
~~~Penang....c u so0n!~~~~

UPS = U Pray Soon

~~~yea~~
~~~i had just finishing my UPS exam on this morning 10am~~
~~~sitting for my last sebject~~~
~~~ekonomi~~~
~~the subject that i ahte most and blur the most~~
~~~swt-iNG~~~

~~~~it just for us to wait for the cuti sem~~
~~~phew....~~~
~~everyone had been wait for it seen we come in to KMPP~~~
~~~feel stress here~~
~~~everyday~~
~~~hearing ~~~
~~~4 fLat~~~
~~~four flat!!~~~
~~~~FOUR FLAT~~~

~~~~anyway~~~
~~~i m going to enjoy my 2weeks holiday~~~
~~~either hang out~~~
~~~dreaming at home~~~
~~~or just sleeping at home~~~

~~~life goes on~~~
~~~`and i feel nothing~~~

~~~UPS = U Pray Soon~~~
~~~meaning that~~
~~~praying for my really GOOD result~~~
~~~after the cuti sem~~~
~~~may god always bless me~~~

是否我。。。真的不值得信赖。。。

~~~为什么~~~

说的话~~
~~~往往不被相信？。。~~~
~~~到底~~~
~~~是什么原因~~~
~~~会搞成这样~~~
~~~已经想了一阵子~~~
~~~可是就是想不出为什么。。~~~

~~~难道~~~
~~~做出的一切~~
~~~都是多余的吗？。。~~~~
~~~怎么~~~
~~~都没人肯相信我所说的每一句话~~~

我不累。。。。。


~~~老天~~
~~请指引方向~~

happy bday wishes

yea...

today is 8th july 2009
a meaningful day for my haha3 sis...
well...
most of all...
hepi bDay to her...
feeL glad to meet her in my life...



boon,no matter what happen...
dun think aside...
thr will always b a gud listener...
to hear what u tired abt...

always b with u in the heart...
gambateh

几天之间的。。。忙。。。

~~~不懂为什么~~

~~~最近在学校的活动~~
~~~功课~~
~~~考试~~
~~~还有project~~~
~~~都会排得那么得紧凑~~
~~~真得让笔者~~
~~~觉得透不过气来了~~~

~~~先说上星期~~~
~~~不可以回家~~~
~~~就因为补课还有他们所谓的越野赛跑~~~
~~~越野赛跑=出学校外面的道路绕一圈回来。。还蛮远的~~
~~~十一点回到房间~~
~~~十一点半就得上课了~~
~~~而且还是要换回平时上课穿的衣服去上课~~
~~~真的好过分~~~
~~~都快累死了~~
~~~可是还好他们有人性~~~
~~最终是十二点才上课~~
~~~可是真得很累~~~

~~~越野赛跑当天晚上~~
~~~全部akaun班的~~~
~~~都得去集会~~
~~讨论第二天的explore race~~~
~~~其实当时笔者还蛮混淆~~~
~~~到底那是一个怎样的活动~~~
~~~听说要下水~~
~~~就是在学校旁边的那又大又恐怖的湖~~
~~~有点冒冷汗的感觉~~~

~~~explore race 当天~~
~~~吃早点~~~

~~~吃果条面~~

~~~在玩游戏之余~~
~~~是不可以拿电话的~~~
~~~因为之前都说好有下水的了~~~
~~~所以整个活动都没拍到几张照片罢了~~~
~~~只是后来AJk们下水~~
~~~才拍到罢了~~

~~~就是要下这个湖~~~

~~他们玩起来了~~~

~~~有人把自己浸进水里面了~~~


~~后面多了个捣蛋鬼（fikah...)~~~

~~~时间好快~~
~~~一星期就这样过去了~~~
~~~可是功课还是接踵而来~~~
~~~不懂为什么就是忙不完~~~
~~~尤其是folio..~~~
~~~真的快透不过气来了~~~

~~~再过十天~~~
~~~就要考试了~~
~~~大家并不怎么欢迎它的到来~~
~~~可是想想~~
~~~考完了~
~~~有两星期假期~~
~~~何了~~
~~~而不为呢？~~~