2008年12月19日 星期五

倔强的人~~会是如何?

曾经听过一句话~~
倔强的人~~
很容易哭~~~

那是否反映出~~
笔者的心声?~~
呆住了~~~
试着想回~~
是什么事~~~
会导致这种态度?~~
而倔强的定义~~~
又是什么?~~
这有谁?~~
可以确确实实得告诉我?~~~~

哭~~
是可以有多件事造成~~
我泣~~
我哭~~
我悲~~
我哭~~
我忧~~
我也哭~~~
但是为什么?~~
我们就是不能号啕大哭?~~
而是鬼鬼祟祟般的~~
躲在一个角落~~
唏唏嘘嘘的哭~~~
难道~~
哭~~
就是件~~~
见不得光的事儿?~~~

梦想的追逐~~~
往往都在他的边界徘徊~~
而在梦幻着某些事情的实现~~~
或不那么贪心~~
就只梦想它的过程~~
可为什么?~~
事情总没我们想想版的~~
完美?~~~


倔强的性格~~~
是什么营造成的?~~
什么逼出来的?~~
自己的多余思想?~~
还是像逃脱某些的某些事?~~~
或者根本无从根据?~~~
就让倔强的个性延续下去~~~
过着一些~~
比较属于自我的生活~~~
世界~~空间~~~
聆听~~
一些属于自己的内心世界~~~

vqorynwex的名字性格~~

You Are Driven and Tireless
You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.
You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.
You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.
这个代名词~~
取到现在为止~~
就连笔者~~
也不懂怎么读~~
别问笔者为什么取者名字~~
(是在偶然子下乱放)
也别问么意思
(笨蛋~~看上面的解释拉)~~
这个名字呢~~
笔者也恍惚了很久~~
好久~~
因为到目前为止~~
我也不懂~~
是什么原因~~
会让笔者改到这个名字~~
来作为笔者的email address 的~~
p/s:不会读请别乱读~~不然笑死~~与笔者一律无关!!!

我的名字----就是这种性格~~

You Are Responsible and Faithful

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?


前面第一段青色的文字~~
本人是完完全全认同的~~
最近上班~~
才给老板娘投诉~~
说为什么我都不爱笑~~
第一眼见到我就觉得我有个样子~~
严肃~~不笑~~忧郁~~凶~~
好像很lansi~~
其实我知道他是开玩笑~~
而且那时是事实~~
也是笔者的一贯作风~~
就从年以前都现在~~
都不懂多少人~~
说我是这样的拉~~
那就要唱SHE的一首歌~~
在靠近一点点~~啦啦啦啦啦啦啦~~~
可是叻~~
我很像大喊一句~~~
我是冤枉的叻~~
谁叫笔者那么黑?又不爱笑?~~
如果有一天我对着一个不认识的人狂笑~~
那那个人~~
岂不是以为我~~
是疯婆了咯???~~
我才不要叻~~

p/s:初次认识我的人~~千千万万不要让我的黑脸神的样子~~给吓倒咯~~

2008年12月16日 星期二

开工撞墙日~~~

休息了好天~~
好几个星期~~
昨天~~
终于都去做工了~~~
初去报到~~
才发现~~
其实真正的熟记工作~~
和电视上看得没什么两样~~
就是接电话~~~
还有收钱~~~
可是这两样工都好像不怎么适合我的~~
做到我~~
手忙~~~
脚也乱~~~~~
要打那个机器收钱~~~
都怕怕~~
没注意~~~~~
又打错了~~
呼呼呼``~~
简直是~~
冒冷汗~~

到了十一点~~~
就是时候上楼去煮饭啦~~~
可是今天真的是闹出个笑话来~~~
本人呢~~
就以为那个keep warm的不用按~~~
结果只开的插头~~
怎么知道十二点~~
有人在楼上喊~~
为什么饭没有熟?~~~
我的天啊~~~
害到全部人都没饭吃~~~
结果那位阿伯就跟我们说~~
他按了~~
十二点多~~
在上去看~~~
饭还是没熟~~~
那位阿伯又喊了~~
四个人上去看~~
原来~~~
他按的是插头~~
可是我老早就按了阿~~
原来他也不动要按keep warm的~~
摆乌隆~~
结果呢~~
闹到了一点~~
才有饭吃~~
各个走出后面等吃饭~~
可是怎么没饭?~~~
我还闹着说~~
今天吃菜就好了~~~

我的天啊~~~
今天我煮的饭~~~
从十一点煮到一点~~
足足三个小时~~~
它才熟~~~~
幸好的是~~~
饭并没有很软~~
反而很好吃~~
因为是浸了那么久的米哦~~
真所谓~~
米~~粒粒皆辛苦~~
没想到~~~
就连我要把它煮熟~~
也是如此般的辛苦~~~

2008年12月13日 星期六

是否我~~~应该醒悟了?~~



是不是时候~~~
对某些事情~~
该醒悟了?~~
世上无绝对~~~
就连平时我们面对的事~~
也一样~~
为什么要那么执著?~~
自己在逼死着自己~~~
往往结果~~
都不是自己所想的~~~
为什么总会有些事~~
是放不下的?~~

其实~~
一些事情的原因~~
真的那么重要吗?~~
为什么要对某些事那么执著那么重视?~~
可能自己重视的~~
其他人~~~
一点都不以为意~~
自己活在自己的空虚世界里~~
外人听不到的世界~~~
就当~~
它是生活中的某些波动~~
这~~
有什么大不了?~~
难道~~
世界上就自己那么重要吗?~~
或许~
我会说~~
是的~~~
那岂不是显得~~
我很幼稚?~~
这世上活着的~~~~
世上万万万万的人~~
更需要别人的关注~~~
我的存在~~~~
或不在~~~
又算得了什么?~~

对某些事的执著~~~
是否已经到一个段落~?~
是否~~
不应该再依靠某些事~~
某些人~~~
这一切~~`
不一定会有人在意~~~
却一定有人会不在意~~~
时间~~
会让他一切变淡~~
是不是我小气?~~
还是我得太在乎~~
放不下而又如此愚笨的举动?~~
一时间~~~~
是接受不了?~~
所换来的失望~~~
而渐渐得让笔者~~~
学会沉默~~~
学会不要那么的执著~~~
学会别那么幼稚~~~
那么天真~~~
因为所得来的~~~
往往~~
都是预料之事~~

曾经笔者说过~~
自己一个人的生活~~~
什么不好?~
那时曾经自己说过最气的话~~
至少笔者不用因为某些很小的事而拼命的~~
寻找答案~~~
来安慰自己~~~
笔者找不回说这句话的理由~~
可是却清楚知道~~
一些事情~~~
是不是不该看得那么重~~~~
逃避某些事情~~~
只希望让多方面都好过一些~~


一段情~~
友情爱情亲情~~~
都是靠多方面去灌溉~~
可是~~
当其中一方面~~~
看的事多了~~
思考了~~~~
体验的~~
领悟了~~~
就是时候~~~
觉悟醒悟了~~
试问~
还敢期望那么多吗?~~~
只希望~~
笔者会借于做工的时间~~~
慢慢适应~~~
自己独一的生活~~~~
或许~~
是时候~~~~~
让笔者适应~~~~
自己一个人的~~~
生活~~~

首都之旅---系列十八之山谷版

当然~~
风景少不了的~~~
就是山谷咯~~
高的矮的~~
都有阿~~~
就慢慢欣赏咯~~~


像花果山吗?~~~
很喜欢这张~~~
歪一边~~
两块云~两座山~~
有点缺陷~~
这张也不错吧?~~~
阿~~~又歪一边~
从车后面拍出去的~~~
这张呢?~~~

这组屋在半山上~~危险吗?~~
这是最后一张咯~~~

首都之旅----系列十七之归途版

是时间我们check out~~~
回槟城去也~~~
本来朋友的巴士说上怡保一趟~~~
可是呢~~
天不作美~~~
一路开车都在下雨~~
所以就~ 直接回槟城了~~~
怎么知道下雨呢~~
就一直都在塞车~~~
结果回槟城时~~
用了六个小时~~~
到家时晚上了~~~
在车里都冷死了~~
再检查一下~~~背包包~~~准备回家~~~

本来天是美的~~~

突然`~~~~ti 噢噢~~~天黑黑~~~
蒙蒙的天空~~~

下雨啦~~~~~
开始天晴咯~~~
前往霹雳~~~天稍微没那么暗了
终于在槟威大桥上了
槟城假的双峰塔~~~~
这次的旅程很畅促~~
但也算~~~
很过瘾了吧?~~~
首都~~
下次再见咯~~~