轻松~~~两星期

~~~终于~~~
~~~笔者坐在家里的电脑前了~~~
~~呼呼~~
~~~今天是还好~~~
~~~因为~~
~~~刚才是老妈把笔者在回来的~~~
~~~要不然可能现在都不可能坐在家了~~~

~~~其实嘛~~~
~~~说是假期~~~
~~~可是功课就堆得象什么一样~~~
~~~assignment,project & 功课~~~
~~真的想到都怕~~~
~~~真得快晕过去了~~~

~~~但愿这两个星期~~~
~~~笔者可以过得~~~
~~充充实实~~

~~~~status changing : 傻琳 in Penang!!~~~~

Welcum Back...to Penang!!!

~~~yea~~~
~~~tmr is the beginning of the cuti sem~~~
~~~i am so excited here~~~
~~~bcz it is 2weeks time~~
~~~and my mom gona fetch me from my sch~~~
~~~so~~~
~~~i nonit to rush for the bus and ferry~~~
~~~and the most important is i can run out from KMPP ~~~
~~~on 12.30pm tmr~~~
~~~just after i finish my kuliah~~~
~~~YAHOO!!~~~

~~~i am going to continue my sleeping and dreaming weeks ~~~
~~~at my penang home~~~
~~~in my room~~
~~~life goes on!!!~~~
~~~with my little teddy bear~~~
~~~luv it much~~~

~~~count down for tmr~~~
~~~~jz 23hrs ++ only~~~~
~~~Penang....c u so0n!~~~~

UPS = U Pray Soon

~~~yea~~
~~~i had just finishing my UPS exam on this morning 10am~~
~~~sitting for my last sebject~~~
~~~ekonomi~~~
~~the subject that i ahte most and blur the most~~
~~~swt-iNG~~~

~~~~it just for us to wait for the cuti sem~~
~~~phew....~~~
~~everyone had been wait for it seen we come in to KMPP~~~
~~~feel stress here~~
~~~everyday~~
~~~hearing ~~~
~~~4 fLat~~~
~~~four flat!!~~~
~~~~FOUR FLAT~~~

~~~~anyway~~~
~~~i m going to enjoy my 2weeks holiday~~~
~~~either hang out~~~
~~~dreaming at home~~~
~~~or just sleeping at home~~~

~~~life goes on~~~
~~~`and i feel nothing~~~

~~~UPS = U Pray Soon~~~
~~~meaning that~~
~~~praying for my really GOOD result~~~
~~~after the cuti sem~~~
~~~may god always bless me~~~

是否我。。。真的不值得信赖。。。

~~~为什么~~~

说的话~~
~~~往往不被相信？。。~~~
~~~到底~~~
~~~是什么原因~~~
~~~会搞成这样~~~
~~~已经想了一阵子~~~
~~~可是就是想不出为什么。。~~~

~~~难道~~~
~~~做出的一切~~
~~~都是多余的吗？。。~~~~
~~~怎么~~~
~~~都没人肯相信我所说的每一句话~~~

我不累。。。。。


~~~老天~~
~~请指引方向~~

happy bday wishes

yea...

today is 8th july 2009
a meaningful day for my haha3 sis...
well...
most of all...
hepi bDay to her...
feeL glad to meet her in my life...



boon,no matter what happen...
dun think aside...
thr will always b a gud listener...
to hear what u tired abt...

always b with u in the heart...
gambateh

几天之间的。。。忙。。。

~~~不懂为什么~~

~~~最近在学校的活动~~
~~~功课~~
~~~考试~~
~~~还有project~~~
~~~都会排得那么得紧凑~~
~~~真得让笔者~~
~~~觉得透不过气来了~~~

~~~先说上星期~~~
~~~不可以回家~~~
~~~就因为补课还有他们所谓的越野赛跑~~~
~~~越野赛跑=出学校外面的道路绕一圈回来。。还蛮远的~~
~~~十一点回到房间~~
~~~十一点半就得上课了~~
~~~而且还是要换回平时上课穿的衣服去上课~~
~~~真的好过分~~~
~~~都快累死了~~
~~~可是还好他们有人性~~~
~~最终是十二点才上课~~
~~~可是真得很累~~~

~~~越野赛跑当天晚上~~
~~~全部akaun班的~~~
~~~都得去集会~~
~~讨论第二天的explore race~~~
~~~其实当时笔者还蛮混淆~~~
~~~到底那是一个怎样的活动~~~
~~~听说要下水~~
~~~就是在学校旁边的那又大又恐怖的湖~~
~~~有点冒冷汗的感觉~~~

~~~explore race 当天~~
~~~吃早点~~~

~~~吃果条面~~

~~~在玩游戏之余~~
~~~是不可以拿电话的~~~
~~~因为之前都说好有下水的了~~~
~~~所以整个活动都没拍到几张照片罢了~~~
~~~只是后来AJk们下水~~
~~~才拍到罢了~~

~~~就是要下这个湖~~~

~~他们玩起来了~~~

~~~有人把自己浸进水里面了~~~


~~后面多了个捣蛋鬼（fikah...)~~~

~~~时间好快~~
~~~一星期就这样过去了~~~
~~~可是功课还是接踵而来~~~
~~~不懂为什么就是忙不完~~~
~~~尤其是folio..~~~
~~~真的快透不过气来了~~~

~~~再过十天~~~
~~~就要考试了~~
~~~大家并不怎么欢迎它的到来~~
~~~可是想想~~
~~~考完了~
~~~有两星期假期~~
~~~何了~~
~~~而不为呢？~~~

思绪·依然存在。。

~~~开着这个网页~~
~~~很久了~~
~~~可是笔者~~
~~真的不懂要写些什么。。~~~
~~~~这整个星期~~
~~~真的很难熬~~
~~~快憋不住气了~~~

~~~为什么？~~
~~~就是不能活得潇洒一些？~~
~~~为什么就是要在意那么多。。~~
~~~如果真的有更好的选择~~~
~~~笔者真的很想离开~~~
~~~其实间接间~~~
~~~笔者发现~~
~~~笔者已经变成个很容易忧虑的人~~~
~~~为什么会变成这样？~~
~~~是不是笔者~~
~~~又被忽略~~~
~~~遗忘了？~~~
~~~笔者习惯了？~~
~~~不~~~
~~~笔者也不想~~~

~~~~无聊时~~
~~~总会坐在那里想~~
~~~谁在做什么？~~~
~~~如果我的生活能再好一些~~
~~~会有多好~~~
~~~~其实到了今天~~
~~~虽然已经是一个月多了~~~
~~~可是~~
~~~~笔者的心还是在挣扎着~~~
~~~夜里~~~
~~~会掉泪~~~
~~~甚至会哭~~~
~~~~我不能说~~~
~~~~因为我没资格说~~~
~~~~心就像被撕破一样~~~
~~沉到最低点~~~

~~~最近在做的每件事~~
~~~都好像很废~~~
~~~废人=废才~~~
~~~做的都是废事~~
~~~讲的都是废话~~~
~~~看着朋友在烦闷~~~
~~~还在烦他~~~
~~~怎么逗她~~~
~~~都好像无济于事~~~
~~~想信息~~~
~~~可是笔者知道自己已经有够烦人家了~~~
~~~~我得做些什么？~~~
~~~顿时间~~
~~~觉得自己很没用~~~
~~~因为无论笔者做得再多~~~
~~~做得再努力~~~
~~~得回来的~~~
~~~都是失望的~~~
~~~只想对他说~~~
~~~在槟城的对岸~~~
~~~还有个叫傻琳的关心你。。~~~
~~~请别忘了他~~~
~~~强忍着笑颜~~~
~~~有什么用？~~~
~~~没人看得见的~~~
~~~以前的那些？~~~
~~~去了哪里？~~~

~~~看着很多事~~
~~~慢慢让笔者觉得~~~
~~~活下来~~
~~是多余的~~~
~~~活下来~~~
~~~是废用的~~~
~~~为什么还要继续在这里受折磨？~~~
~~~如果能的话~~~
~~~笔者真的很希望可以离开这里~~~
~~~离开这伤心地~~~
~~~因为笔者真的很怕有一天~~~
~~~整个天空~~~
~~~都垮下来了~~

~~~上天~~~~
~~~请赐一双翅膀~~~
~~~任我自由飞翔~~