一个。。。马来西亚

~~~其实~~~

~~~马来西亚五十二岁了~~~
~~~她~~~
~~~快乐么？~~~
~~~或许今年~~
~~~~它并不是很开心。。~~
~~~因为某些叫做h1NI的病。。~~~
~~~害得它土壤里的公民一个一个的逝世了~~~
H1N1 go away!!!

~~~今年的口号~~~
~~~一个马来西亚~~~
~~one m'sia~~~
~~~说和记~~~
~~~~是那么的容易~~~
~~~可是真正去实践~~~
~~~~又有多少人？~~~
I agree that i m the wan that cnt make it....sorry anyway~~~

~~~刚进去念书时嘛。。~~~
~~~总会有很多闲言闲语~~~
~~~到现在为止也不例外~~~
~~~可是那种感觉很奥妙~~~
~~~~他们就像我们华人一样。。~~
~~~~有很多个性。。。~~~
~~友善的。。凶的。。~~
~~~脾气暴躁的。。。~~~
~~~我都遇过~~~
~~~而且还是应有尽有。。~~
~~~~可是就是不懂为什么。。~~~
~~~我就是有种跟他们沟通不来的感觉~~~
~~~班上最好的。。。~~~
~~~也只不过讲那几句话罢了~~~
is communication problem....how can a chicken tok wit duck??
1 is epp..epp.....another wan is quek quek...

~~~至于学校庆祝方面~~~
~~~当然也很得体~~
~~~整间学校。。~~~
~~~就连宿舍。。~~~~
~~~都挂满国旗。。~~~~
~~~还有什么拍video的。。~~
~~~~最好笑就是dk moral..~~~~
~~~喊了七声的merdeka...~~~~
the guys behind is totally bising....asking them shout merdeka...but they keeping on
laugh...my god!!!

~~~~马来西亚。。。~~~
~~~您快乐么？~~~
~~~其实作为一分子。。。~~~
~~~~笔者是对它独立于历史性的一刻`~~~
~~~~有着不平凡的感觉~~~
~~~~马来西亚都活超过半个世纪了~~~
~~~~而在它土壤上不停灌溉或糟蹋的人~~~
~~~也越来越多~~~
~~~就让我们祝愿马来西亚~~~
~~永远快乐吧。。~~~



by the way....sumwan always tell me that lagu satu m'sia is great...
i do think so...but i still like JALUR GEMILANG.....and i m now hearing from 8tv~~~awesome...

事情。。。发生在二十一年前。。。

~~~今天~~~
~~就代表着七月~~~
~~~即将来到尾声~~~
~~~没想到~~
~~~八月~~
~~~~就那么快来敲敲门~~~
~~~~步入我们生活了~~~

~~~~坐在电脑前~~~
~~~电视传来了熟悉的声音~~~
~~~说着：
~~二十一年前~~~
~~~~现在的她，活着~~~
~~~都还好么？~~~

~~~说的~~
~~~就是这小女孩~~~
~~~她是谁?~~~
~~笔者不懂~~`
~~~只知道~~~
~~~~她是那件事的幸存者~~~

~~~没错~~~
~~~事情~~
~~~就发生在二十一年前~~~
~~~别说笔者~~~
~~~就连笔者老姐都还没出世~~~
~~~以前~~~
~~都常听老一辈的说码头坍塌事件有多严重~~~
~~~~因为笔者之前都是住那附近的~~~
~~~亲戚们知道也不为怪~~~
~~~可是那严重性~~~
~~~~笔者一直以来都把它当成是个谜~~~

~~~今年~~~
~~~是因为读书上课关系~~
~~~几乎每个星期~~~
~~~都得坐船~~~
~~~来回槟城两岸~~~
~~~~就此对这件事~~~
~~~蒙起想知道的念头~~~

~~~事情就发生在1988年7月31号~~~
~~~那天~~
~~是六十一年一次的~~`
~~~槟岛观音菩萨巡境游行时逢大山脚圣母阿纳教堂庆祝一百年周年纪念~~~
~~~在码头等待坐船的人数~~
~~~就比原本可容纳的人数多了十倍~~~
~~~~当时只能容纳二百人的码头~~~~
~~是整整挤了两千多人~~~
~~~可想而知吧~~~
~~~当时的地基~~~
~~~因该没那么稳吧~~~
~~~~就在一艘船靠岸时~~~
~~~~巨响来了~~
~~~来不及反应~~
~~~~事情就这样发生了~~~

~~~~死的死~~
~~~伤的伤~~~
~~救人的救人~~~
~~呻吟的呻吟~~~
~~~~之前坍塌的地方~~~
~~真的死了很多人~~~
~~~而现在的码头~~
~~~~就被形容得像死气沉沉一样~~~
~~~~之前发生坍塌的地方~~~
~~~好像是被当局关起来~~~
~~~当停车场了~~~
~~~~变得格外的荒凉~~~

~~~码头~~
~~~就象征着某某人的心情~~
~~~下班了~~~
~~~放学了~~~
~~~~搭着船过海~~~
~~~~抵达的心情~~~
~~~~是多么的喜悦~~~
~~每每准备搭船时~~~
~~~就会有沉重的感觉~~~
~~~望着船外的大海~~~~
~~~~又有谁会记得~~~
~~~或愿意记得~~~
~~~~~槟城码头所发生过的事情~~~~
~~~~到了槟城码头~~~
~~~只会看到一群群的人群~~~
~~~~赶着坐船~~~
~~~下船~~~

~~~~事情是发生了~~~
~~~就是时候让我们去警惕~~~~
~~~~别再让好好的一个码头~~~
~~~荒凉下去了~~~

结局。。。会是怎样？

~~再过几个月~~
~~~不知觉的~~~
~~~笔者就快过十八大寿了~~~
~~~其实也没怎样~~~
~~~只是今年~~
~~~会过得没意义一些~~~
~~~也再不觉间~~~
~~~2009年~~~
~~~已过了半年又一个月~~~

~~~前几天~~~
~~~遇到隔壁邻居的孙女~~~
~~~才两岁~~
~~~就去上学了~~
~~可是也是去玩玩罢了~~~
~~~笔者是四岁进幼稚园~~~
~~~读了三年~~~
~~~突然讲着讲着~~~
~~~老妈就和我说的一句话~~~
：本来你是读英校的~~~
~~~可是后来不懂做什么~~~
~~~后来又读华校~~~
~~~笔者停了下来~~~
~~~看着老妈~~~
~~~真想知道~~~
~~~那是否是真的~~~

~~~可是后来老妈说~~~
~~~也不懂发生什么事才没读的~~~
~~~然后笔者就问：
~~是不是要一个读华校~~
~~~一个读英校？？~~~
~~~老妈没说什么~~~
~~~只是嗯了一声~~~

~~~可是这件事~~
~~~却让笔者想了好多好多~~~
~~~笔者的老爸~~~
~~~也许生性就是个跟风的人~~~
~~~当初应该是听亲戚说~~~
~~~才没这么做的~~~
~~~笔者试着想象一下~~~
~~~如果真的当初的那一步踏进的~~~
~~~不是华校~~
~~~而是英校~~~
~~~那笔者今天的步伐~~~
~~~会去哪里了？~~~
~~~此时此刻的笔者~~~
~~~又在干些什么？~~~

~~~英校也好~~~
~~~华校也好~~~
~~~~可是有件事笔者可以很确定的就是~~~~
~~~如果进了英校~~~
~~~~笔者那叛逆的性格~~~
~~~更会是变本加厉~~~

~~~有时候~~~
~~~真的恨不得~~~
~~~时间可以过得快一点~~~
~~~自从中学毕业后~~~
~~~所干的~~~
~~~与自己想拥有的~~~
~~~都好像背道而驰~~~
~~~人家说~~~
~~~未来是自己的~~~
~~~要选自己兴趣的~~
~~~可是笔者却不能~~~~
~~~~过着的生活~~~
~~~~除了讨厌还是讨厌~~~

~~~真恨不得快点过明年的四月~~~
~~~选了我的大学~~~
~~~就希望~~~
~~~我会重获自由~~~

傻琳言：谁会要自己与遗憾同步生活，可是我没得选。
因为，我就是那其中不幸的一个。

轻松~~~两星期

~~~终于~~~
~~~笔者坐在家里的电脑前了~~~
~~呼呼~~
~~~今天是还好~~~
~~~因为~~
~~~刚才是老妈把笔者在回来的~~~
~~~要不然可能现在都不可能坐在家了~~~

~~~其实嘛~~~
~~~说是假期~~~
~~~可是功课就堆得象什么一样~~~
~~~assignment,project & 功课~~~
~~真的想到都怕~~~
~~~真得快晕过去了~~~

~~~但愿这两个星期~~~
~~~笔者可以过得~~~
~~充充实实~~

~~~~status changing : 傻琳 in Penang!!~~~~

Welcum Back...to Penang!!!

~~~yea~~~
~~~tmr is the beginning of the cuti sem~~~
~~~i am so excited here~~~
~~~bcz it is 2weeks time~~
~~~and my mom gona fetch me from my sch~~~
~~~so~~~
~~~i nonit to rush for the bus and ferry~~~
~~~and the most important is i can run out from KMPP ~~~
~~~on 12.30pm tmr~~~
~~~just after i finish my kuliah~~~
~~~YAHOO!!~~~

~~~i am going to continue my sleeping and dreaming weeks ~~~
~~~at my penang home~~~
~~~in my room~~
~~~life goes on!!!~~~
~~~with my little teddy bear~~~
~~~luv it much~~~

~~~count down for tmr~~~
~~~~jz 23hrs ++ only~~~~
~~~Penang....c u so0n!~~~~

UPS = U Pray Soon

~~~yea~~
~~~i had just finishing my UPS exam on this morning 10am~~
~~~sitting for my last sebject~~~
~~~ekonomi~~~
~~the subject that i ahte most and blur the most~~
~~~swt-iNG~~~

~~~~it just for us to wait for the cuti sem~~
~~~phew....~~~
~~everyone had been wait for it seen we come in to KMPP~~~
~~~feel stress here~~
~~~everyday~~
~~~hearing ~~~
~~~4 fLat~~~
~~~four flat!!~~~
~~~~FOUR FLAT~~~

~~~~anyway~~~
~~~i m going to enjoy my 2weeks holiday~~~
~~~either hang out~~~
~~~dreaming at home~~~
~~~or just sleeping at home~~~

~~~life goes on~~~
~~~`and i feel nothing~~~

~~~UPS = U Pray Soon~~~
~~~meaning that~~
~~~praying for my really GOOD result~~~
~~~after the cuti sem~~~
~~~may god always bless me~~~

是否我。。。真的不值得信赖。。。

~~~为什么~~~

说的话~~
~~~往往不被相信？。。~~~
~~~到底~~~
~~~是什么原因~~~
~~~会搞成这样~~~
~~~已经想了一阵子~~~
~~~可是就是想不出为什么。。~~~

~~~难道~~~
~~~做出的一切~~
~~~都是多余的吗？。。~~~~
~~~怎么~~~
~~~都没人肯相信我所说的每一句话~~~

我不累。。。。。


~~~老天~~
~~请指引方向~~