自由生活

~~~剩不到一个星期~~~
~~~就会从学生的身份~~~
~~~便会无业游民的身份了~~~
~~~是喜是悲？？~~~
~~~谁知道？？~~~
~~~i dont know~~~

~~~其实这次要离开~~~
~~~我真的释怀了~~~
~~~终于可以离开那不习惯的地方~~~
~~~可是很多人都不看好我~~~
~~~可是都习惯了~~~
~~~~一直被人看扁~~~
~~~~被人踩~~~
~~~~那颗心早已经碎了~~~

~~~周围的人~~~
~~~都不懂怎么想~~`
~~~一定要当医生~~~
~~~当会计师~~
~~~才能出人头地么？？？~~
~~~这几天在讲堂课~~~~
~~~~是完完全全没厅下去的了~~~
~~~~感觉上很堕落~~~
~~~~好像被整个世界遗忘一样~~~
~~~室友知道了~~
~~~economic 老师也知道了~~~~
but she still gv me a lot of homework...but anyway she supporting
me bcz she like chinese too....yeppy~~~
~~~请大家就尊重我的决定~~~
~~~别再向我开炸弹了好么？~~~

~~~~准备了~~~
~~~下星期四或五就会离开~~~
~~~~班上的朋友~~~
~~~~除了两位华人朋友~~~
~~~~其他人都不知道。。。~~~
~~~可是很难开口~~~
~~~想着选择静静离开~~~
~~~~可是怕我班的那两个小瓜被问得像哑巴~~~
~~~怎样还是得面对的~~~
~~~~再看吧~~~

~~~~这件事~~~
~~~很多人都觉得~~~
~~~笔者很我行我素~~~
~~~~很自我~~~
~~~~要做什么就做~~~
~~~~这次也不列外~~~
~~~这本来就是笔者的态度~~~
~~~其实这次也是闯着去罢了~~~
~~~哪有那么多的好机会~~~
~~~~而且~~~
~~~~笔者真的很讨厌被约束的感觉~~~~
~~~真的很讨厌很讨厌~~~
~~~i need freedom please~~~

~~~刚才到家~~`
~~~坐了下来~~~
~~~~竟然看到有一张被撕下来的报纸~~~
~~~上面是写着去应征什么职位的~~~
~~~看一下~~
~~~~就是光华日报的~~~
~~~~可是里面的职位~~~
~~~~真得能胜任的么？？~~~
~~~我也不懂~~~
~~~这个月尾截止~~~
~~~就去撞撞看吧~~~
~~~i need a rest~~~

~~~~这次虽然是从获新生~~~
~~~可是说来也有矛盾~~~
~~~如果那边没有economic我还可能继续~~~
~~~~因为最讨厌那科~~~
~~~没有底细~~~
~~~很难念下去了~~~
~~~跟朋友提到~~~
~~~小时候我是被保姆带大的~~
~~~而老爸老妈也花了不少钱在我身上~~~
~~~现在又得赔钱~~~
~~~朋友就说~~~
~~~~可能笔者这世生来~~~
~~~~是来讨债的~~~
~~~can it be???~~~~

05-09-2009 同学聚会

~~~时间过好快~~

~~上一次的聚会~~~
~~~四月四日~~
~~~刚刚是隔了五个月~~~
~~~又一天~~
~~~人数是比上次少了~~~
~~~可是奇怪的就是~~~
~~~上次没去bbq的~~~
~~~这次来了~~
~~~而上次有去的~~~
~~~这次又没去了~~
~~~如果两群人算在一起~~~
~~~就差不多整整一半了~~~
~~~真可惜~~~
~~~朋友大致上都没什么变到~~
~~~吵得还是很吵~~~
~~~静的也一样很静~~~

~~~pic say it alL!!!~~~

hokkaido~~~~

1st dish.....

捞豆腐~~~~

after we eat~~~

2nd dish...small chicken as welL....

c she eat till SO so SO shu bun~~~

crispy carb.....

kelian carb....

duno wat dish izit...jz eat the vege and the you-tiao....

the cleanest dish i think~~~

this is the main of the dish i think....with all the seafood inside...
and mayb it too yum yum~~~it bcum lk this!!!

they separate the mee for us...bcz we playing around the restaurant....
it jz to saving our time to separate ourself...haha

total up RM287.50.....

and it jz cost RM20.50 per person...worth right???....

wit jt......

sum of us in thr lk this pic...but as poh yeng say...
y yen so weird??hiding her body and jz can saw her head...
and she said that my big big body block her!!!!OMG!!!not ok???

acting ghost face....

random

the quiet gang.....

and they feeL shy shy.....

b4 every1 cum.....

wit the sexiest gaL.....yen

wat action did ham gv??hmm....

this two ppl bzing with their chit chating....

as i say...ham busying wit her phone.....

and she is acting CUTE alL over the nite~~~

and suddenly.....two of them gone~~~tking pic......

难得 3 of us dun wear baju kurung this day...so we capture this photo~~~

wit sze ying...she tied up her hair...but seem lk no right??

yen....thx for accompany wit me!!!~~~hungry ghost month as welL~~~

this is the nicest pic of yen.....

we jz found this place when we wana bek...look romantic and nice right??

how abt if i m sitting on the chair???hehhehe.........

~~吃完了才不到九点~~~
~~~几个人就跑去了gurney drive 玩~~~
~~~可是人好多~~~
~~~到那边时十点~~~
~~~坐一下十一点才回家~~~
~~~~朋友们都有封杀令~~
~~~~要做灰姑娘~~~
~~~~很多都被限十点要回家了~~~


chi hui's car in front of us~~~

beach....but the sea water seems lk soap!~~~

shih yin is not in...bcz this pic taken by her...gud job gaL

~~~整个聚会采纳几个小时罢了~~
~~~而且来的人也不多~~~
~~~~照片多才是重点~~~~
~~~还有很多的照片在其他人的位~~~
~~~可是因为fb的问题upload不上了~~~
~~~~气人ing~~~
~~~5P5继续精彩~~~

一个。。。马来西亚

~~~其实~~~

~~~马来西亚五十二岁了~~~
~~~她~~~
~~~快乐么？~~~
~~~或许今年~~
~~~~它并不是很开心。。~~
~~~因为某些叫做h1NI的病。。~~~
~~~害得它土壤里的公民一个一个的逝世了~~~
H1N1 go away!!!

~~~今年的口号~~~
~~~一个马来西亚~~~
~~one m'sia~~~
~~~说和记~~~
~~~~是那么的容易~~~
~~~可是真正去实践~~~
~~~~又有多少人？~~~
I agree that i m the wan that cnt make it....sorry anyway~~~

~~~刚进去念书时嘛。。~~~
~~~总会有很多闲言闲语~~~
~~~到现在为止也不例外~~~
~~~可是那种感觉很奥妙~~~
~~~~他们就像我们华人一样。。~~
~~~~有很多个性。。。~~~
~~友善的。。凶的。。~~
~~~脾气暴躁的。。。~~~
~~~我都遇过~~~
~~~而且还是应有尽有。。~~
~~~~可是就是不懂为什么。。~~~
~~~我就是有种跟他们沟通不来的感觉~~~
~~~班上最好的。。。~~~
~~~也只不过讲那几句话罢了~~~
is communication problem....how can a chicken tok wit duck??
1 is epp..epp.....another wan is quek quek...

~~~至于学校庆祝方面~~~
~~~当然也很得体~~
~~~整间学校。。~~~
~~~就连宿舍。。~~~~
~~~都挂满国旗。。~~~~
~~~还有什么拍video的。。~~
~~~~最好笑就是dk moral..~~~~
~~~喊了七声的merdeka...~~~~
the guys behind is totally bising....asking them shout merdeka...but they keeping on
laugh...my god!!!

~~~~马来西亚。。。~~~
~~~您快乐么？~~~
~~~其实作为一分子。。。~~~
~~~~笔者是对它独立于历史性的一刻`~~~
~~~~有着不平凡的感觉~~~
~~~~马来西亚都活超过半个世纪了~~~
~~~~而在它土壤上不停灌溉或糟蹋的人~~~
~~~也越来越多~~~
~~~就让我们祝愿马来西亚~~~
~~永远快乐吧。。~~~



by the way....sumwan always tell me that lagu satu m'sia is great...
i do think so...but i still like JALUR GEMILANG.....and i m now hearing from 8tv~~~awesome...

事情。。。发生在二十一年前。。。

~~~今天~~~
~~就代表着七月~~~
~~~即将来到尾声~~~
~~~没想到~~
~~~八月~~
~~~~就那么快来敲敲门~~~
~~~~步入我们生活了~~~

~~~~坐在电脑前~~~
~~~电视传来了熟悉的声音~~~
~~~说着：
~~二十一年前~~~
~~~~现在的她，活着~~~
~~~都还好么？~~~

~~~说的~~
~~~就是这小女孩~~~
~~~她是谁?~~~
~~笔者不懂~~`
~~~只知道~~~
~~~~她是那件事的幸存者~~~

~~~没错~~~
~~~事情~~
~~~就发生在二十一年前~~~
~~~别说笔者~~~
~~~就连笔者老姐都还没出世~~~
~~~以前~~~
~~都常听老一辈的说码头坍塌事件有多严重~~~
~~~~因为笔者之前都是住那附近的~~~
~~~亲戚们知道也不为怪~~~
~~~可是那严重性~~~
~~~~笔者一直以来都把它当成是个谜~~~

~~~今年~~~
~~~是因为读书上课关系~~
~~~几乎每个星期~~~
~~~都得坐船~~~
~~~来回槟城两岸~~~
~~~~就此对这件事~~~
~~~蒙起想知道的念头~~~

~~~事情就发生在1988年7月31号~~~
~~~那天~~
~~是六十一年一次的~~`
~~~槟岛观音菩萨巡境游行时逢大山脚圣母阿纳教堂庆祝一百年周年纪念~~~
~~~在码头等待坐船的人数~~
~~~就比原本可容纳的人数多了十倍~~~
~~~~当时只能容纳二百人的码头~~~~
~~是整整挤了两千多人~~~
~~~可想而知吧~~~
~~~当时的地基~~~
~~~因该没那么稳吧~~~
~~~~就在一艘船靠岸时~~~
~~~~巨响来了~~
~~~来不及反应~~
~~~~事情就这样发生了~~~

~~~~死的死~~
~~~伤的伤~~~
~~救人的救人~~~
~~呻吟的呻吟~~~
~~~~之前坍塌的地方~~~
~~真的死了很多人~~~
~~~而现在的码头~~
~~~~就被形容得像死气沉沉一样~~~
~~~~之前发生坍塌的地方~~~
~~~好像是被当局关起来~~~
~~~当停车场了~~~
~~~~变得格外的荒凉~~~

~~~码头~~
~~~就象征着某某人的心情~~
~~~下班了~~~
~~~放学了~~~
~~~~搭着船过海~~~
~~~~抵达的心情~~~
~~~~是多么的喜悦~~~
~~每每准备搭船时~~~
~~~就会有沉重的感觉~~~
~~~望着船外的大海~~~~
~~~~又有谁会记得~~~
~~~或愿意记得~~~
~~~~~槟城码头所发生过的事情~~~~
~~~~到了槟城码头~~~
~~~只会看到一群群的人群~~~
~~~~赶着坐船~~~
~~~下船~~~

~~~~事情是发生了~~~
~~~就是时候让我们去警惕~~~~
~~~~别再让好好的一个码头~~~
~~~荒凉下去了~~~

结局。。。会是怎样？

~~再过几个月~~
~~~不知觉的~~~
~~~笔者就快过十八大寿了~~~
~~~其实也没怎样~~~
~~~只是今年~~
~~~会过得没意义一些~~~
~~~也再不觉间~~~
~~~2009年~~~
~~~已过了半年又一个月~~~

~~~前几天~~~
~~~遇到隔壁邻居的孙女~~~
~~~才两岁~~
~~~就去上学了~~
~~可是也是去玩玩罢了~~~
~~~笔者是四岁进幼稚园~~~
~~~读了三年~~~
~~~突然讲着讲着~~~
~~~老妈就和我说的一句话~~~
：本来你是读英校的~~~
~~~可是后来不懂做什么~~~
~~~后来又读华校~~~
~~~笔者停了下来~~~
~~~看着老妈~~~
~~~真想知道~~~
~~~那是否是真的~~~

~~~可是后来老妈说~~~
~~~也不懂发生什么事才没读的~~~
~~~然后笔者就问：
~~是不是要一个读华校~~
~~~一个读英校？？~~~
~~~老妈没说什么~~~
~~~只是嗯了一声~~~

~~~可是这件事~~
~~~却让笔者想了好多好多~~~
~~~笔者的老爸~~~
~~~也许生性就是个跟风的人~~~
~~~当初应该是听亲戚说~~~
~~~才没这么做的~~~
~~~笔者试着想象一下~~~
~~~如果真的当初的那一步踏进的~~~
~~~不是华校~~
~~~而是英校~~~
~~~那笔者今天的步伐~~~
~~~会去哪里了？~~~
~~~此时此刻的笔者~~~
~~~又在干些什么？~~~

~~~英校也好~~~
~~~华校也好~~~
~~~~可是有件事笔者可以很确定的就是~~~~
~~~如果进了英校~~~
~~~~笔者那叛逆的性格~~~
~~~更会是变本加厉~~~

~~~有时候~~~
~~~真的恨不得~~~
~~~时间可以过得快一点~~~
~~~自从中学毕业后~~~
~~~所干的~~~
~~~与自己想拥有的~~~
~~~都好像背道而驰~~~
~~~人家说~~~
~~~未来是自己的~~~
~~~要选自己兴趣的~~
~~~可是笔者却不能~~~~
~~~~过着的生活~~~
~~~~除了讨厌还是讨厌~~~

~~~真恨不得快点过明年的四月~~~
~~~选了我的大学~~~
~~~就希望~~~
~~~我会重获自由~~~

傻琳言：谁会要自己与遗憾同步生活，可是我没得选。
因为，我就是那其中不幸的一个。

轻松~~~两星期

~~~终于~~~
~~~笔者坐在家里的电脑前了~~~
~~呼呼~~
~~~今天是还好~~~
~~~因为~~
~~~刚才是老妈把笔者在回来的~~~
~~~要不然可能现在都不可能坐在家了~~~

~~~其实嘛~~~
~~~说是假期~~~
~~~可是功课就堆得象什么一样~~~
~~~assignment,project & 功课~~~
~~真的想到都怕~~~
~~~真得快晕过去了~~~

~~~但愿这两个星期~~~
~~~笔者可以过得~~~
~~充充实实~~

~~~~status changing : 傻琳 in Penang!!~~~~

Welcum Back...to Penang!!!

~~~yea~~~
~~~tmr is the beginning of the cuti sem~~~
~~~i am so excited here~~~
~~~bcz it is 2weeks time~~
~~~and my mom gona fetch me from my sch~~~
~~~so~~~
~~~i nonit to rush for the bus and ferry~~~
~~~and the most important is i can run out from KMPP ~~~
~~~on 12.30pm tmr~~~
~~~just after i finish my kuliah~~~
~~~YAHOO!!~~~

~~~i am going to continue my sleeping and dreaming weeks ~~~
~~~at my penang home~~~
~~~in my room~~
~~~life goes on!!!~~~
~~~with my little teddy bear~~~
~~~luv it much~~~

~~~count down for tmr~~~
~~~~jz 23hrs ++ only~~~~
~~~Penang....c u so0n!~~~~