被忽略？被利用？

~~~~怎么搞得？？~~~
~~~从sem2开始~~~
~~~被利用。。。被忽略的字眼~~~
~~~~一直在笔者耳边徘徊~~~~
~~~~这个讲这个的~~~
~~~那个讲那个的~~~
~~~~有点很无奈~~~

~~~朋友A：最近我好像被left out~~~
~~~朋友B：在这里生活很恐怖，你永远都不知道谁在利用你~~~
~~~朋友C：他只会利用人的罢了~~~
~~~朋友D：原来这里是这么恐怖的。。。我都不知道。。。~~~~
~~~整天被人说会利用人的~~~
~~~~觉得自己被忽略~~~
~~~~原因是在于大家都有点排斥他~~~~
~~~~问题是出现在谁？~~~
~~~~笔者还在犹豫~~~
~~~利用？？显得我们值钱。。。~~~
~~~忽略？？？这也是笔者之前非常头痛的一件事~~~~
~~~~在里头生活~~~
~~~真的很压力~~~~
~~~种族歧视~~~
~~~~华人少~~~
~~~~加上自己人都‘打’自己人~~~
~~~~要怎样生活？~~~
~~~~能倾诉的又有几个？~~~~
~~~其实笔者常在想~~~
~~~~中学华文老师说的是真的么？~~~
~~~~真的中学的友谊可贵？？~~~
~~~~才是最真？？~~~

~~~用了好几个月的时间~~~
~~~反省了很多事~~~
~~~~为什么当初要如此的愚笨~~~~
~~~~知错了~~~~
~~~~要改。。。会显得慢了么？~~~~
~~~~人就是如此的矛盾~~~
~~~被蒙在某个鼓里~~~
~~~~~什么事情都是往歪处想的~~
~~~更何况是身处在都得你死我活的外地~~~

~~~~~很多事情~~~~~
~~~都必须从当事人口中说出来~~~
~~~~凡是也许学会宽容~~~~
~~~因为这世上~~~
~~~没十全十美的人~~~
~~~但唯求我们做得尽善尽美~~~
~~~每个人心里都有根刺~~~
~~~存有心机~~~~
~~~~那要怎么活？？~~~
~~~有人说：可能大家都是从不同的州属关系~~~
~~~思想才会这样~~~
~~~笔者却认为：三缄其口。。。什么都不说~~~
~~~却在人家背后不停的指责~~~
~~~那才是最无耻的~~~~

to get 4gviness frm oth....1st we must think what
we had did wrong and said sorry

MUET MUEt MUet Muet

~~~is the day of muet result~~~
~~~and i almost 4gt abt it~~~
~~~but sum1 rmb me abt that~~~
~~~and that ppl is jin theng~~~
~~~huhu haha~~~
~~~i jz tel her i no eye to c~~~

~~~as i know~~~
~~~depends on my ability~~~
~~~i will get below band3~~~
~~~and yea yea~~
~~~~i get it~~~
~~~mean that i get only band2~~~
~~~should i laugh or sad??~~~
~~~but i had no feeling abt that~~~
~~~cz many of my frenz get that too~~

~~~anyway band2 jz a start~~~
~~~as my ah sun say~~~
~~~u will jz appreciate and work hard on it when u hv to pay for it~~~
~~~meaning that we will going to pay RM60 to retest for the MUET~~~~
~~~phew~~~
~~pk-ING soon~~~

yea yea MUET MUET

很闲哪

~~~假期就等于休息~~~
~~~可是会很闷~~~
~~~因为没什么可以娱乐一下自己~~~~

~~~~假期计划~~~
~~~~就只有以下几项~~~
~~~回协和~~~
~~~练drama screep~~~
~~~练二胡（宫心计。。。杀掉我吧）~~~
~~~~找旗袍~~~
~~~~去捣乱二姐~~~~
~~~~去极乐寺买东西~~~~
~~~~笔者还在犹豫~~~~
~~~要不要去考摩托~~~
~~~~呼呼呼~~~~

~~~~真的是太闲空~~~
~~每天坐在电脑前就是在upload照片~~~~
~~~~无聊无聊~~~~

~~~早上老姐来电~~~
~~~~老妈给笔者听~~~~
~~~~老姐却责怪笔者没跟老妈说我放假~~~~
~~~我的天哪~~~~
~~~~我放假都不知道？？~~~
~~~~顿时傻眼~~~
~~~我明明就是有讲~~~~
~~~~听不到又来怪我~~~
~~~莫名其妙~~~
~~~~如果真的不懂的话又怎么样~~~~
~~~奇怪叻~~~

holiday for fun!!!

back to penang

~~~我们的timing~~~
~~~就是跟人家不同~~~
~~~人家新年~~~
~~~我们就被关在牢里~~~
~~~~拼书~~~
~~~在牢里倒数~~~
~~~人在开课~~~
~~~我们考试~~~
~~~人家上课~~~
~~~我们就放假~~~~

~~~~10年的期望~~~
~~~当然是要过的充充足足的~~~~
~~~~考试过了~~~~
~~~老师也改好了~~~
~~~business老师就是一只问我会不会做~~~~
~~~~就觉得奇怪了~~~~
~~~问他一句：puan,saya yang dapat C kan??~~~
~~~因为我们班business有人A，有人B，有人C~~~
~~~早就料到我会拿C的了~~~~
~~~~老师只微笑一句~~~
~~~~等我再问一句：kan???~~~
~~~老师点点头~~~
~~~~哈哈哈阿哈哈~~~~~
~~~~随便咯~~~
~~~C就C囖~~~~

~~~~假期两星期~~~
~~~有什么好做？？~~~
~~~出去~~~
~~~买新年衣等等的~~~~
~~~~假期在回去的两个星期不可以回家~~~~
~~~~因为新年有表演~~
~~~~剩下拜六礼拜都得留在学校练习~~~
~~~~不可以回家~~~~
~~~我忍~~~

life feeL fun....with laugh and smile

my 2weeks holidays time start!!!

再见2009

~~~此时的笔者应该是在北海度过08年最后一个夜晚~~~
~~~~也一样的在北海度过10年的第一个夜晚~~~

~~这样又一年过去了~~~
~~~~2009年的回忆~~~
~~~~都处于变化的状态~~~~

~~~一年前常把珍惜与感恩挂在嘴边~~~
~~~到后者却做不到~~~
~~~~但冥冥中学习了更多~~~
~~~或许笔者失去了~~
~~~但最重要是学会了更多~~~
~~~~现在的笔者可以大喊~~~
~~~我长大了~~~

~~~~很多人都说笔者变了~~~
~~~变什么笔者不太懂~~~~
~~~~凡事放下了~~~
~~~其实会很轻松~~~
~~~09年可以说是最不走运的一年~~~~
~~~期盼新一年的到来~~~
~~~会让笔者学习更多~~~~

GOOD BYE 2009
HELLO 2010

6H gathering

~~~~i juz received a sms frm theng ~~~
~~~that day ~~~
~~~which say they would like to mk a gathering for 6H~~~
~~~this time is 6H and not 5P5~~~
~~~abit awesome man!!!~~~~
~~~and i juz happy with it bcz i m in penang~~~
(altot i hv practice for drama,but i had run away frm that)

~~~~there are 15??or 16 ppl in there~~~
~~~every1 seems the same~~
~~~jz the guys~~~
~~~smoking。。。~~~
~~~everythg~~~
~~~a fun gathering for me~~~
~~~as theng said~~
~~~~~every 1 ade think mature and not like sumthg immature when in 2ndary skl~~~

~~~~surely we have our 2nd station to go~~~
(this is wat we did every time we hving our event)
~~~and that is SOI II at upper penang road~~~
~~~jz wait this and that to come~~~
~~~jz to capture a picture~~~
~~~hahaha~~

~~~anyway it is a happy day for me~~~
~~~tired but happy~~~
~~~it is worth for me~~~

awaiting the cuming of Winter Solstice XD XD

pain pain pain!!!!

~~~ish....~~~
~~~i m stilL wondering~~~
~~~y this few ...~~~
~~~day??month~~~
~~~i keep on fall down~~~
~~~that day in skl~~~
~~~cz of stupid sink~~~
~~~and now in penang~~
~~~and this time wan is even more worst~~~

~~~going to pasar mlm~~~
~~~i jz dun realised thr is a drain thr~~~
~~~and i fall into it~~~
~~~OPPS~~~
~~~and my mom shout~~~
~~~but i still very 镇定~~~
~~~jz very very very pain~~~
~~~and i feel my leg 麻痹~~~


pain...and mom say dun do it...if nt thr will b a scar.....

@-@**

wat a gud xmas gift for me....hahaha